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yuumei — Rain on My Sunshine
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Published: 2016-02-12 17:30:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 221927; Favourites: 20602; Downloads: 4733
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YUUMEIART.COM 
Thank you all for the kindness and encouraging words on my last journal post. I spent the past 3 weeks getting therapy and focusing on myself. At times I would feel like I am getting better before falling into despair again (and a stalking incident last Sunday that involved police removal did not help the healing process…), but overall, I am getting better.
Sometimes I wonder which side of the reflection I stand on. The one holding a raining umbrella when the sky is clear, or the one holding onto sunshine when it rains? Between the unfortunate things that happen in life, and my own reaction to those things, I can’t tell if I am responsible for my own unhappiness.
My therapist will be treating me for PSTD on the things that happened in my past, starting from my childhood. I’ve been reflecting a lot on my life, and incorporating the experiences into new projects. I want to understand my life through my art.
While I haven’t been posting these past 3 weeks, I have been busy writing out the new script for a remastered version of Knite, doing new character designs, and researching new techniques to speed up the comic making process. Knite is a story that lies close to my heart. It’s heavily influenced by my childhood, and while I never got to finish the old story, I am determined to finish the new one.
I hope to continue both Knite and Fisheye Placebo at the same time. I can’t realistically draw it all by myself, so I will be making a post in a few weeks about hiring helpers. I’m not completely back yet, but I’m starting to heal, and I look forward to all the amazing things in 2016.
Thank you all again for always being here for me. I hope I can give back as much as everyone has given me.
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I am absolutely in love with this piece rn. its an absolute feel.
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I love this picture for it really makes me think about it if I'm the reflection or the person in reality. A reality based off my interpretation and feeling toward myself and etc...
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Your picture looks so beautiful and is showing so intense emotions. I dont know why, but my heart is hurting a bit when I see it. It remambers me somekind of myself, the way I saw the world. I always loved rain. Everytime, when it was raining, I ran out of my room on the street or in the garden, regardless of what I was wearing. Of my point of view, the world was much prettier then always, everything was sparkling, smelled better and the best thing, I was alone, no one was outside besides me. I think the world is most beautiful when its raining. However your painting looks really beautiful. (Im sry for my spelling mistakes)
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wonderful. I really like your style. Thanks for sharing!
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That's make me many feel when I see this picture. ;-;
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Wow!! What a coincidence! Great Artists truly think alike!!
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oh i finally found it!!! This is the background pic on a song called Infinity Rise on YT!! I was looking all over for this >w< i can finally watch chu~
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if i were imortal i would watch your art for along time *.*
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this is reaaally not possible, a rain is made with water at high temperature or low pressure, you cant find water in either those states inside an umbrella, i know what im talking about because i study these kind of things, pls, a lil research doesnt hurt
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The water is on the outside of the umbrella.
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Thanks for the science fact
And also, it's art
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you clearly dont understand anything about physic and chemistry, just because its art doesnt mean it can be senseless, pls, study a lil
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Holy fucking shit dude. Its art; it is symbolism and basic creativity which you lack. I could understand if the anatomy is wrong, but its not. What if in this world, it works like that? How about you have a open mind before you use your "Research" and shit. Understanding science doesnt mean you have to follow it this is a clear depection of what the artist wanted. Oh and you're "i know what im talking about because i study" Bull shit is annoying. Geez fucking douche.
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i'll try to help you as much as i can.
1-why is it ok to point out something wrong if it had to do with anatomy but not with the water in the umbrella? you contradicted yourslef there but i will let that pass even tho i shouldnt.
2-even tho its art, doesnt mean it can be senseless, as yuumei didnt point out what world she was in its obviously earth, and water on earth works as i explained before, you would know that if you studied a little
3- you typed "a open" instead of "an open" and "you're" instead of "your", your grammar is pretty bad, so i will ask you to read some books, thanks
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I can see you're too delusional about facts that you go blind on art only because of something so trivial to the art world. You seemed like one of those people who's interpretted as a nightmare cause you can't afford\accept people to dream.
For your reason number 1 let me remind you knowledge is limited yet immagination is limitless,
for number 2 obviously because you are complaining on something so trivial she didn't bother explaining it,
and for your Reason number 3 not everyone is perfect egoistic bastard and if you're correcting someone's grammar then why isn't your sentence capitalized in the beginning as well as the sentence of your reasons 1,2 and 3??? and all of your "I" is in lowercase. Can you also tell me why you spelled "yourself', "though","shouldn't","it's" and "didn't" wrong? all of it doesn't have any apostrophe.
"water in the umbrella" should be "water and the umbrella"
"even though its art" should be "even though it's art"
"doesnt mean" should be "it doesn't mean"
at least he has far less mistakes than your pubescent brain. Now it's his turn to ask you to go read some books.
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im totally not reading all this compilation of garbage
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Hey dirt bag, read some books.
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I corrected the grammar of an idiot. I meant you.
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so you did not add anything to our discussion, it doesnt particularly impact me you correcting my grammar, english is not my nattive language, but if you have any intention to come up with something nice and productive to say then go ahead
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Go read some books before telling someone to go read. also "so" and "English" should be capitalize .
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I understand what you're trying to say. But again, it's an art website. People are free to uleqsh their minds, even if it's the most illogical or the strangest of things. Not every artwork musr be bind to science. I know that you clearly want to prove a point, but how about just adorethis lovely artwork?
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1. It took you 3 months to reply
2. If you don't have anything good to say, don't say it
Enough said, hope you have a great day!
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i take 3 months because its not really relevant for me and i dont care, you reply in the same day because you have no life and is just too fucking sad
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Hey, B^), I don't even use deviantart. I am only using Deviantart to follow Yuumei. I enjoy and love how you actually continue with this bigotry lol. Also you shouldn't be require to use "proper english" while typing on the internet. Its a free source and the only place that if you get judged it doesnt matter. B)B)B)B)B)B)B)B)B)B) lelelelleelelellellel i wonder if Yuumei ever reads these and thinks "Wow. My fan base *or what ever they are called* are really stupid." xD god damn fighting over a simple piece of art. cant wait until people do that to mine.
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Well at least I don't call people a "nigger"
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im not one to really comment on things lmao but just looking at this helps alot at this point in my life. Its funny how pictures force a stronger message than words
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Every art peice, do you really have to go and make me jealous?! ;-;
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Beautiful artwork. In the simplest of way, it portrayed a deep
emotion few could feel and is hard to truly understand. We all
wish for a brighter sky above us, even though most of the time
the cloudy dark sky looms. Our will to get better and our fight
against our struggles will always be rewarded in the end. I hope
you're in a much better state now than before. We all wish you well.
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What I love in your artworks is that they are not just wonderfully beautiful pictures, they do have a story inside, sometimes even the whole new world. That's magical!
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Your story is absolutely inspiring and I do hope you heal well. This piece is wonderfully portrayed and I really hope to see more of your amazing work and read your stories.
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Get well soon! You're one of the artist that inspired me to draw again.. Can't wait for your new works..!
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