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MakiTokito — Trying to Change

Published: 2012-10-09 21:04:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 169; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 8
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Description I saw this simple little piece of dialog in my book I was reading "Blaze of Glory" and I could not help but have to share it because I never felt any of my feelings put into words better than this.

It says Because I prefer to give others the benefit of the doubt, until such time the prove to me they are not capable of change.

Why did I take him back again even after knowing how he is and what he did the first time. Because I give people the benefit of the doubt. I don't believe that no one is capable of change. But no one can change unless they want to. I know this. I just thought I could be a reason he would want to change himself. For those 5 months, I really really thought it was working.

I had never been any happier than then. It kills me completely that that's over, but it was the happiest time I had with him. I guess that's why it doesn't hurt as much. At least I tried.

Hopefully one day something, maybe being overseas will make him grow up and see. I'll be so proud of him whenever it does. If ever. But clearly, I am not the one able to do it.
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