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i.
shes a trick of the light; beams at me
aimlessly and tips back onto the carpet floor
the fibers scratch my knees as i hover
ii.
we were drunk on the couch - pasta and pinot noir
i topple tipsy, on top of her
iii.
she crumples her napkins and i fold them neatly -
bitten fingernails catch in the seams of my heart
iv.
im a mess around her
flyaways and the buttons of my shirt are
mismatched, like you and me
she laughs and smooths down all of my crinkles
inside and out
v.
i asked her to put me back together
while her ears were plugged with sleep
vi.
i trace the shape of the air with my palm
as she speeds down the four-oh-five
im still a little lost when i look at her
vii.
she takes what she can get in butterfly touches and
i skim my eyes over her in guilty fascination
the skin of her stomach ridged with shimmering stripes
beckons to me and i bite my lip in frustration
viii.
and i know im asking so much of her, that
she can love me as hard as she can and it might still
not be enough;
ix.
so we try and try and try again;
x.
i still have a habit of falling for strangers and
she is well-known to me by now