HOME | DD | Gallery | Favourites | RSS
| greycrow
greycrow
βοΈ
[3996768]
[2007-01-18 12:47:00 +0000 UTC]
"Jakub Zapal"
(Czech Republic)
# Statistics
Favourites: 334; Deviations: 6; Watchers: 5
Watching: 23; Pageviews: 3473; Comments Made: 128; Friends: 23
# About me
current occupation: labrat# Comments
Comments: 29
And....Okay you and i are most likely going to get at it again but,
The only reason, and i mean the only reason that i am even here on DA is because i love to write, and i want to share my work, i want people to read it my work and to leave me comments telling me what i did wrong here or something they think i should change. I know that if i gets faves or watches then someone must like my work, and that what i'm doing with that story that was faved must be good enough for that fave and that i should continue it on.....
So some people aren't here for the "Fame" and i think that's what Danielle thought that person meant, they are here for the experience, they are here to feel good about their work, and to know that those watches and faves mean that they are pleasing their readers. as that is what i want myself.
So i think it all was just some misunderstanding on Danielle's part as that person was talking to Yamiga, leaving a comment, and Danielle took it wrong and responded wrong. Or maybe she did understand it right, *hold hands up in defense* but Yamiga, and even I, thought it sounds a bit harsh to say to someone. Of course they want watches, and faves, and comments. (i personally want comments more than i want anything else, i like feedback) and so Yamiga just responded how she thought was right. To her it sounded harsh and mean, and thats what she said. Everyone has their own view. That person, Danielle, and Yamiga all take things differently.Β
SO i don't think Danielle should take it personally, especially if she didn't mean for her comment to sound harsh, she should just let it go or just reply and explain that she didn't mean it that way. It'll make her, and everyone else feel better.Β
i know.
and right now, i'm not talking with my blood a boil, this is me calmly stating something lol, if you hadn't noticed already ^_^
π: 0 β©: 1
Well...just as you might have not noticed that I was not angry or "bloodboiled" either. And frankly neither I think Dani was really offended. Because Β It was just a quick passing comment in a randomly chosen topic. Nothing really serious. I was even considering not responding at all to Yamigas post at all when I first have read it. So let me recapitulate. Your friend posts a rant. My friend bumbs randomly into it, disagrees and leaves a brief disaproving comment. The two exchange few snappy remarks and both go in their separate directions. I notice Danis disapproval, I read it too, agree with her assesment and add something short of my own. Yamiga briefly replies and that would be the end of it. Obviously we wouldn't reach an agreement so everyone goes back to his own. Then you appear... out of a blue... two months later and reignite the fire in the form of branching numerous walls of text until eventually the word flood reaches even my profile page. Where you decide to comment disaprovingly again about my friend when you know she might read it here and when you know by now that it is my soft spot and despite the fact that I apologized to you for any harm I might have unintentionally caused to you. And right after that you add a little "I am not trying to argue". It is like punching someone in a face and then raise your hands and say "sorry dude, no offense, I meant no harm, I don't wanna fight". I know you might not have intended this to sound like that but it implies that connotation and in a way it even borders on a sarcasm. DonΕ₯ get me wrong, I like an opportunity to practice my english and to verify my opinion against those of others. And given the chance my walls of text can become...really vast to say the least. But I will not do so if you decide to wage this verbal duel on my lawn, lady. If you want we can continue our little ruffle either in the former topic or by sending notices. But given the religion-related nature of our discussion I will have to insist on continuing this elsewhere, because (as witnessed every day in many youtube comment sections), anytime people start to argue about religion in a publicly accessible place, the place turns into a verbal garbage dump in a matter of hours or even minutes.
π: 0 β©: 1
you are totally right, i did make it sound like that didn't i eh? lol. I was trying to speak saying how i figured Danielle must have felt is all. you're right, on your profile isn't really the best place, sorry. i get that on mine or have people start it on their's so i didn't think to much of it. a comment on someone elses or yours didn't seem that big of a deal for me. or maybe its just that in my real life, i don't really have anything that i can say is my own, i have my own room, and yet i never get to be alone. sorry, my brain has thinking issues when it comes to things like that. i don't get privacy. i have to lock the bathroom door and yell at the people banging on the door to go away lol.
i didn't mean to sound sarcastic however. i was just pointing out that "Oh, that's the friend you spoke of" i was making a realization. So I apologize if it sounded like that to Danielle or you, i was trying to just say that it was a misunderstanding is all. everyone says i need to become a lawyer as i argue to much and never let things go. i wasn't trying to be sarcastic nor punch you in the face. and i know your blood wasn't boiling either, i commented earlier at how i admired how you presented yourself and your argument stating but not yelling.
so sorry if it sounded like what all you said. i didn't mean it like that. i was just trying to understand about Danielle is all. sorry again. and since you explained to me about how its like your front lawn, i won't do that again.
to be honest, i just watched you and saw your journal entry and read it and saw that picture of the paper ships and the woman and her hair is the sea and scrolled down to comment on it because i got all excited as i had finally found it on DA again and that you had seen it and liked it as well, and then i saw Danielle's picture. and it clicked! i was like, i remember her picture! oh! lol, my gears were turning and smoke was coming out of my ears as my friends say to me all the time lol.
So if you do end up reading this someday Danielle, I'm sorry if i offended you or sounded sarcastic or anything. when i said i meant no harm and didn't want to argue that wasn't me being sarcastic, that was me trying to let you know that i honestly didn't mean to sound nasty or anything like that lol.
I think we should drop it, it wasn't that big of a deal to me except for the religion. i shouldn't have mentioned it on your profile but i wan't going to, i just saw Danielle and i recognized her avatar as the one who got snapped to by Yamiga. so sorry again if i sounded like that. i feel as if i treading on toes now lol, not just having a verbal war anymore so i apologize. I do mean what i say, i didn't mean it to sound like that.
oh and Yamiga isn't my friend. I'm found her by accident and a few minutes later i found your comment, i'm watching her because of her "I'm an Anti-feminist" post. and i randomly watch artist's that i like their work of so i watched her and then saw your comment. she's replied to one comment that i've made on her work, that's it. i don't know the first thing about her except that, that she's a her.
lol, so i propose we drop this all? i had dropped it, and then kind of, okay well i then did bring it up again. sorry 
So whatdya say? we drop this, i apologize for everything i said that sounded however it sounded and for the record i didn't mean it to sound that way either. and everything you said about the religion, after you explained it, i was fine. i don't like it, but its a cruel world and nothings ever, ever, fair. i learned that young, in my single digits, nothings fair, no matter how many times i was abused, it wasn't fair, but life's not fair eh? nothing ever is, so i trudged on, just as i now trudge through life as it is now. so sorry if i sound to harsh in my previous sayings, all i had is my voice when i am screamed at and hit with the hairbrush or get gouged fingernail marks on my arms, that's how my childhood was, so it got ingrained in my head, fight or flight, everyone is out to attack you, fight or flight, that became my only thoughts for many years. only jsut recently have i realized that that's not always true. so i tend to jump down peoples throats a lot....i don't like to admit it, but its because i think if i don't attack them first, they will and hurt me. and sadly, most times people aren't attacking me, it;s just my brain using its old reflexes. I'm not asking for pity so don't think that, I am NOT a victim, i just wanted to explain it to you so you would know as i felt bad for jumping down your throat for basically no reason. my life, my emotions, everything is crazy. i'm just telling you so you understand is all, nothing more, i don't seek pity, my pride is to strong to even admit to people in my real life that i am dark and broken inside, that those scars are from my silliness not abuse, that i don't have a problem.Β
So again, i'm sorry you Jakub(did i spell that right?) and to you Danielle. I tend to go over the top a bit....sorry....i fluctuate from depression to fear to feeling like i'm always being attacked. i'm bordering the depression stage again and am now realizing that i did it again, that i again, overreacted for no reason....*sighs*
π: 0 β©: 1
Yea
π: 0 β©: 1
Likewise
They didn't make me sad really, I'm alright. I'm a fighter after all, I wouldn't be here if I weren't. I'd have ended my own life or degraded and wasted away a long time ago if I weren't one lol.
Yes, getting offended is never really right. No one should and no one should stay like that as life is full of misunderstandings. live but what life? as i ask myself or say all the time, everyone can say something and have another person take it the wrong way. And when you are online, typing, its is much harder to keep it how you mean it. I am pretty good at as I do a lot of typing but I am far, farther than far, from perfect. I try, but one can only try and do so much.
It is wonderful to have met you and befriended you, no matter how we first started off, now, we are speaking much nicer words than before don't you think *grins*? It is strange indeed! but isn't everything?
I cannot wait until the weekend...My birthday is tomorrow, Saturday, and I can't wait lol! But I think its already Saturday where you are, or maybe you are behind us? Awh well, something I need to look up then.
π: 0 β©: 1
I donΕ₯ know where exactly do you live but in here it is most likely + 6-9 hours later than where you are(depending on closer to which coast do you live). Meaning that when I come back from work at about 8 p.m(here) it should be somewhere between 11am to 14pm at your home.
π: 0 β©: 1
east coast.
thank you!
π: 0 β©: 0
Oh!!! i get it! I see it! DanielleIvanova, she got offened, i see.
she was telling another person that if all they wanted on DA was to get faves and watches and comments for their work then maybe the should rethink or refigure or something like that, there goals.
Yamiga stepped in as it was in the reply of a comment left for her and how another person agreed with her, and told her that that was a mean thing to say and not maybe she should think before she hit the "submit comment" button.
i'm not trying to argue, i'm just saying that now i know what friend you were talkign about.
and honestly, i was surprised to see Yamiga say that. she said nothing with fight in her words back to you or to anyone else that left her and comment that wasn't the nicest but when it was left for another person she stepped up. I like to see some fight in a person to be honest. I just do.
and as for that picture with the waves and the womans hair and head, and teh paper sail boats, that was one of teh first picture I found i DA long ago. i thought i was cool that you ahd it to.
π: 0 β©: 1
....for reply to this,see bellow your second wall of text
π: 0 β©: 0
You're a true treasure to this world! Thanks for going along all of my whims. It's so great to know there is always someone I can talk about anything and receive understanding and help. You're the best
π: 0 β©: 1
π: 0 β©: 1
You've been given a DeviantART Compliment ! β₯
P.S. If you want to compliment another person (or even a group), feel free to share it with them and everyone through dACompliments ! c:
π: 0 β©: 1
SO you saw the Diablo winners too? Did you browse the contest category?
π: 0 β©: 1
...um yeaΒ 
π: 0 β©: 1
Lawl! Well, if anything I hope that at least it inspires you or gives you some hours of well-deserved rest and entertainment.
π: 0 β©: 1
...yes...OR (as it happened) a 12 hours of time-sucking mindless good-old-braindead-diablo-franchise zombie, daemon and undead killing spree 
π: 0 β©: 1
π: 0 β©: 1
Ok, ok 
π: 0 β©: 1
Well...thank YOU for the very captivating experience
π: 0 β©: 0
Likewise
π: 0 β©: 0
I really like your drawings
π: 0 β©: 1
