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[2007-09-18 00:54:48 +0000 UTC]
"all hail pina-overlord!"
(United States)
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# About me
Hello! I'm Ashley! Thanks for stopping by my page! Have a nice day!# Comments
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I don't recall if I was ever able to find you on the account I made after I was basically cornered into deactivating my original account , but hey there. I know for a fact it's been a while since we last talked but I wanted to pop in and let you know that, yeah, I'm alive. The account I'd made and stuck with for years after having to deactivate my original was , but now it's this one. Anyway, just wanted to say hi. Sorry for writing so much.
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Oh man! It has been awhile! I recognize the old URL, only if not for that one art piece I did for you. But I do remember you! I don't even know how long it's been, but that doesn't really matter either. lol But it is good to hear from you! I hope you've been well!
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Other than last night's..."incident", I've been absolutely fine. I'm just glad to see you're still doing well for yourself.
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aww i hope things are okay. the beginning of the year was rly tough, and only until recently has it finally settled for me. but only bc i was seeing a friend in another state, had a fight w another friend, and pretty much was abandoned w this friend in the other state. luckily, they made it work for me to stay here and even offered me to live w them.. so far, im liking this idea. bc im soooo much happier here than i was back home. i was just spread too thin and ppl kept asking me for favors and i just.. worked myself to death practically to keep up w it all. but here i can take breaks and stuff, and im actually trying to file for disability and such like i should have a LONG time ago. hopefully this all works out and such. cause i cant work at a real job. i dont have the physical capabilities anymore. and i just ranted a bit im so sorry omg. im rly worried over this stuff so i just go off when i dont mean to. im sorry omg
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Wow...I can't imagine what it's like going through that. If you ever need to vent at any point, just note me. I'm willing to be the vent box if you really need to get things off your chest. Don't even worry about it, it doesn't bother me.
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ive been living w my friend for at least seven months now lol i think im over most of the venting at this point. im just bothered that someone i thought so highly of and was so close to, would do such a thing to me. the friend that left me, and i, were friends for over 10 years, i wanna say close to 15. she was the closest person in my life outside of family. but oh well ig. she was even telling her kids, who i watched daily for several years mind you, that i wouldnt be coming back. ik i would be, so i didnt understand why she would do that. and ig ik why now. i did everything i could to help make her life a little more easier, bc she had work and kids and stuff. i just worked in the middle to help her keep her sanity since that can get to a person. and when she left, she had the gall to say i was using her. like.. no. if we're going to be accusing of that, id say it was the other way around. the most i miss is the kids at this point, i grew rly attached to them and felt like a third parent practically. theyre still young so idk if theyll notice that im gone rly. theyve started school too. so their minds are elsewhere. i can only hope that they have good lives w out me there bc she isnt.. the best. i cant say she doesnt try, she does, but shes.. not.. the loving type ig i should say. shes more or less the strict parent and all. i was the one that showed kindness and played w them and such. but im getting into my kid feels and thats gonna end up putting me in a place if i dont stop lol so ill stop my ramblings and such lol
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Wow, that sucks. D:
That friend wasn't worth it if she could just discard you like that, if we're being honest. Her kids sound like angels, but she could be done without.
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the kids are amazing. they were trouble makers like any kid, but they were wonderful. her little girl adored me. we were best friends.
but yeah.. to just hurt me like this and leave me.. ig in the end our friendship wasnt the best. she must have had higher priorities and all. it doesnt matter now. im happy w where im at and i plan on staying. bc ik if i go back to texas, theres a chance that ill end up running into her. i just want to avoid that all together. at least here, ik when i walk out, i wont run into someone ik and things become awkward. im free basically lol
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I'm glad you're in a good place. ^^
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thanks me too lol sorry i took off on that and just.. talked forever. but yes things are good w me etc etc.. i hope ur doing well as well vuv <3
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I'm always open for venting. ^_^
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ur a sweetheart. i appreciate it vuv and ill be more than willing to return the favor some day vuv
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doing pretty good. 
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Good, just here. Trying to make it is all and keeping busy somewhat.
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I feel you. I took a trip at the end of February to come to Virginia to stay with one of my close online friends. It ended up resulting in me losing a friend of about 15 or so years. I really don't know what went wrong there, she just got upset real fast out of nowhere. But it's made me think about things and I want to improve myself. I've been bouncing between living w friends for several years now and I havent worked in a few too. But bc of a back injury, i rly cant work. so i was babysitting a lot. mostly for my lost friend. but since ive been here in VA, ive been able to do things for myself, and work on who i am. see new things ive never seen before, and have all sorts of experiences. idk why im rambling about it omg i just.. im really excited that im on the path to doing something after so many years of monotony lol
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That's good you're at least making a pretty good livin. Sorry about your friend though it happens suddenly and without warning.
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yeah i just never expected it from her. we always made sure we had each others backs and such. but she was going through a hard time and ig lashing out at me and my friends here was her way to cope. i understand she was having a hard time and all, i do, but the things that were said and done still hurt and i dont think i can forgive her so easily. and she refuses to say sorry for what she did. and that was drag innocent ppl into our fight. they had nothing to do w it and she started fighting w them. now they dont like her. it was a big heaping mess of asjhdfsgd.. but overall things are good and im actually doing better health wise in VA compared to TX. dont know what it is lol but i was always sick in TX and here, i havent been sick since i arrived pfft lol i keep working on telling my mom im staying haha things here are too good lol ill come get the rest of my things later. but shes like 'ummm idkkkk' and im just 'mom im 25.. i wanna live my life now ty ily' lol shes always been so protective so i know her motives are good, but im tired of being smothered too. this is my chance to be on my own finally. its a new freedom and i love it asfsgdh
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Yeah, It's kinda hard to leave not sure where to go but I'm sure you find your ways to make it out there away from your home.
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my friends are taking care of me. they do more for me than i would ask lol bc ik taking care of a person can get pricey, esp if ur tight on money already. but i do what i can to make money, even if its giving in and asking my parents. which ive had to do more than i wanted bc commissions arent selling like i thought they would OTL itll all work out in the end tho. we're working on it haha
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Yeah, sad thing is I even barely draw on here anymore seeing everyone watches me for my MMD models mostly.
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i havent posted art in awhile, so im not sure if anyone still watches me lol but i think ur art is good 
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Sometimes my artistic mind goes into them when I distribute them.
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well that still counts too haha art can be just about any thing haha
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Yup, it can in any shape or form.
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i do like ur mods tho vuv they look rly cool!
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Hey, Hallo
Happy Birthday,
Take Care and Enjoy,
God Bless...
^_~ ♥
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Just felt like dropping by and say hello.
Hello, Ash. I hope you've been doing well.
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Ahh hello! I have been doing pretty well! I hope you are well too!
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Yes, I have as well. I'm glad you are also. ^^
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Ah that's good to hear! and i hope you have a good 2015 as well~ heeh
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Thank you so much for the fave!
I really appreciate it!
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HI FRIEND HERE IS A PINEAPPLE FOR YOU ( ° ᴗ°)~ð (/❛o❛\)
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Wahh! Lovely pineapple for me?? U shouldn't have ; u;
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